whoooops.....

well, what do you expect?! i just could not update my blog everyday! anyway...

so, here i am, in my room, staring in a white wall, just thinking...WHY AM I SO LAZY THAT EVEN WRITING SOMETHING ON MY BLOG IN A DAY IS SO MUCH WORK FOR ME?! i guess its just that i am so restless. Im just imagining, if rashid was next to me, i would write so much that in a day there would be like 20 posts! like one in every hour! having someone you love be there for you is such a rejuvinating thing that the person can make you do things that you cant believe you cant do! its like there's an invisible being pushing you to do things coz ur so in love!!!

Today i just slept! not a different news anymore! but anyway im just happy im still alive after all these boring days i've been spending for the last 3-4 months! tho, i had a very interesting conversation with my baby through chat! its so interesting i dont think other ppl can handle it! i think i'll jst keep it for myself, leave me some mysteriousness!!! ahahahahah

I dont even know where im going in this thing that im writing, im so directionless!!!

anyway, i just remembered what happened last saturday, seeing the forest fires and all!!! now i am still scared of what ive seen, fire on the side of the freeway, fire under the freeway, smoke all over the sky, the sun so orange coz of the smog, houses burnt to the ground and houses burning! i mean i've seen houses literally burning with all the windows shattered and the fire is in the house! the weird part is when we were on our way to church, those houses were still up, when we were going home, they were all fired up and smokin! now that was traumatizing! I pray that the people affected can regain what they've lost...

i think that's enough thought for the day...oh maybe i'll post some SUPER BLURRY pics that i took of the fires!


houses burning!!!! FREAKY!!!


now the heat from this fire was felt in the car!!!